Friday, December 18, 2009
She dream lively dreams
My baby had a dream that I died. She came into my room just crying her little eyes out. She was very much shaken up and distraught about it. I didnt know what to do or say, partly because it was 6 in the morning and I wasnt 100% awake. She just kept repeating I dont want to lose you, I cant lose you mommy I would die. It truely broke my heart to see her in such a state. I had to exsplain to her that death is a part of life. The thing about it is that it isnt the end. Just a sort of "see you later". I have done well to try to move on from my twins death and think that I am making GREAT progress but every now and then I have my draw backs. We have to embrace it in order for us to lose what fear we have of it.
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